So yeah HI there. Dah lama tak blogging and it took me ages for update my blog. K ini tipu. Tak adalah ages sangat baru berapa minggu ye idok ? Today as you see up there is 18 March and yeah bebudak PLKN ramai yang dah balik harini memandangkan 20/3 is the RESULT DAY. And Oh yeah, memang kecut and making me goosebumps. Heartbeat pun beating so fast.
Actually this post untuk sorang budak ni. Haa budak tulah budak tu. Najah dah promise nak cerita something dekat dia. Tapi lahai kesiannya dia. Kemain tunggu. Sorry lah. Hm tak ada masa nak post and tak ada masa nak menaip. Sebenarnya Najah dah lupa nak story apa. Ingat pun sikit-sikit je ni.
Sometimes ada something yang kita tak boleh nak share. And sometimes ada something yang boleh kita share. Kalau nak ikutkan Najah, I just want to keep this thing seal in my heart and no one should knows about it. K, teruk sangat ke Najah ni sampai nak bersimpan kan. I'm not that bad girl that do crazy stuff. No I'm not. But, I had times. Hard times. Gosh, payah nye nak cerita. Dulu, Najah tak berkawan sangat dengan budak-budak lelaki sekolah Najah except sorang je and yeah He is so kind though. Najah kawan dengan budak budak luar je. Budak-budak Ex sekolah rendah Najah. Paling rapat Hariz. Then banyak lagi lah. Pastu Izd. I made mistakes and I wont continue making the same mistakes. So if orang yang kenal Najah dulu. Maybe dia boleh tahu bit by bit I'd changed.
I'd changed from head to toe. But i'm not changed thoroughly. Cuz, i'm still learning and searching myself.
So sekarang Najah cuma kawan dengan orang Najah kenal saja. Tak macam dulu. I will ignored them for sure. And for those yang kata nak minta apa tu 'kapel' or what ? Sorry. I rejected them. I don't want to be the same person as I am before. Tanak ah tanak. Ingat aku suka ke. Kapel ? Mainan dunia. Mainan hati. Mainan perasaan. I just want to chase akhirat and not dunia. Sebab akhirat lah di mana kita akan kekal berada. Berapa banyak dosa dah kita buat, kita kutip, kita bina selama kita hidup ni. I'm so scared.
What a guy that i want ? for sure the guy that can guide and lead me to Jannah. The guy that hold Islam in their hands and hearts. Not the guy that only known as Muslims but they didn't live as Muslim does. The guy that being good to their parents and also to my parents as well. I just wanted a guy that doesn't waste their time.They use their time wiselyby just go meet my parents. You know what I mean ? To make it easy for you to understand is " If you like her, save money, keep your money, study hard and when the time comes meet their parents and get married. You don't have to go out or having a cheesy time together. No you shouldn't "
End of my story. I dont think this is the story you would like to hear. I think dah jauh pesong rasanya kan. Ke tak ? em anyway. Is it your birthday today ? Oh my goodness. You are already 19. Happy 19th. Use your day with full of meaning. And don't waste it. I do like being friends with you. You are calmful enough for me. You always pampered me and give me courageous when I'm in disastrous. We just could pray. for the best ! Anyway and anyhow. Goodluck. And hope you will get best result ever. For sure 10A. Thanks for everything. Birthday chap. Anyway diatas tu tak ada kena mengena dengan kau.
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