Dah simpan benda ni seminggu. I just put it aside. I dont want Those things burden me though. I thought that i am strong enough but i am not. My eyes started making Han River tadi. Hm, aku dah puas tahan. Aku dah tak boleh nak simpan. Let them know that all those things making my heart wreck and disturbing me. Is this my test before Spm ? if is it. I try to be brave enough to face it. Dear the one who gave me born and the one who is 'cause' me to born. Please do understand my situation. Just please ! I cant tell you both what i felt in front of you two. I just need both of you or any two of you understand me. That's all. Im tired for all those silly attitude that you show to us. It just not worth it !!!!! . I dont want those things making my spm's spirit lost.

Deep in my heart,
Your . . . .